Depression finally hits me after these few months of hectic transition. Due with the fact that I haven’t whole heartedly accepted why am I here, but in a way I wish day by day would just pass by quickly. It’s not hard at all if you do what I do daily. Sleeping alone takes up 12hours, and since i only wake up when the sun is ready to set.. My ignorance is paying off.
Forget about the house I was polishing yesterday. Seems like it might not be coming true. Maybe this is why I am so upset.
Filed under: back of my head
Buying house is a huge commitment.
bigger than marriage to some.
I dont wanna end up being a slave to my house.
Getting rid of it is not easy either.. some ppl just go bankrupt or foreclosure. its sad.
You have plenty of time to shop around.
Viewing is fun.
I brought a couple of my friends along with me while showing units to customers and they really enjoyed it.
My Clients seems to enjoy their company too while i had to phone my emergency number for help.
haha what i wrote is possibly not related to your depression. just some stuff i see when i m in this industry.
What I love to do when I was in OZ.
- I love to walk in the park with my music on.
- go to wet markets.
- discover cosy places to chill (3 monkeys in Brisbane is cool)
- walk by the river
- cycle around to different parks and subburbs
- check out sun bathing chicks
- visit the museum
- go to casino
- sightseeing on the bus
- look out for good deals in CD shops
- Cook (bak kut teh)
- visit friends
- take the city cat (water taxi) to nowhere
- go check out the whales
- try out Char Kuey Teow there (they call it CKT)
- join a group. christian or whatever
and alot more la.
remember to take heaps of pictures to share. haha
Most of the stuff i listed here are possibly not your cup of tea, but hey u gotta enjoy the moment ya~~
So much u can do there. go out and have some fresh air.